Archive for May, 2007
legendary people
May 24, 2007how?
May 15, 2007my blogger is working fine again, after 7 months.
now what?
continue to develop my relationship with wordpress?
or
return back to my old flame, blogger?
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8.16pm, wednesday.
alright!
goodbye, blogger~! =)
mothers’ day
May 13, 2007can’t think of a title
May 12, 2007strained.
salvage? how?
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i’m really depressed at the moment.
i do not know how to solve my brother’s problem.
i know he needs our support, i know.
i’m at loss.
tell me, how can i help him?
i’m helpless myself.
to wei qiang
May 10, 2007to wei qiang,
i know you’ve been checking my blog.
sorry, i do not accept your shallow reasons and not to say, your apology.
up till this point, you still don’t understand why i’m upset with you.
the reason is neither i don’t get to eat nor not able to have fun with you.
simple enough, it is just that you do not treat us as true friends.
if you really understand us, you should know that we WILL NOT mind buying another present for meijun and paying for our own steamboat. there is no even a need for you to be “paiseh” since we’re already such close friends and we won’t hold such LITTLE things against you.
apparently, you do not think that way. why? its because in your heart, we’re not really your true friends and that is why you’ll have such shallow thinkings. i’ll never leave joy out of my birthday party even if i’m co-celebrating it with another friend of mine. i do not even have to worry that she’ll have to get 2 gifts blah blah blah. that is the “understanding” i’m talking about.
seriously, i’m utterly disappointed with you when you gave me such reasons. why can’t you just be frank and tell me, “oh, when i was doing the inviting list, you and joy didn’t come to my mind and therefore i left you both out.” that would totally shut me up.
you owe joy an apology more than you owe me but, you didn’t even realise it. who went through all the trouble to book a place to celebrate for your 18th birthday? it doesn’t mean that i’m the one who blog this matter out and i’m the ONLY one who is angry.
i bet you’ll only go to joy and start apologising after reading this post. if we’re that close, do i even have to spell it out?
so much for saying how close we are and stuffs. i guess its all our wishful thinking and we ought to snap out of our “true friendship fantasy” already.
actions speak louder.
and your actions show it all.
i’m not going to say anything more regarding this issue as i’ve said my piece.
do as you deem fit.